Today, i feel like a volcano of raging hormones.
Stupid PMS.
I'm so irritable i irritate myself with irritability.
Sometimes I'd much rather be a guy.

How can i watch American Idol and still be able to have time to study Lit?
I wonder.

I like my Grandma's beef stew, yum yum.


Think positive, Think positive, Think positive.

                                    

So, i din't get to watch The Dark Knight. Humph.
Rahh, rahh, rahhhh. I sososososo veryveryveryveryvery want to watch. 
But Olympics seem to have been not too bad a substitute! Okay, i wasn't a real athletic supporter or anything, but the Olympics have actually done me some good for my seriously lacking and limited sports knowledge. 
Irresistible Phelps( ! )
Catch onto the Olympic Fever before its gone!


The splendor of the King
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
How great is our God

                                                   


Just for randomness's sake, 
A bug just ran past my keyboard. 
More like scrambled past.
Ditto the subject of my post. ( ! )

For now, i shall fight my heavy eyelids to travel with Puck and Oberon into the magical world of Shakespeare and attempt to do my Lit homework.

I know i'm not supposed to be here, but.

I've had enough. I've had enough of your petty jibes and biased remarks. You're as puzzling to me as ever, and you contradict yourself so much, its hilarious. 

Normally , i'd just take it with a pinch of salt, try to remain positive and just to be cheery and all. But today i can't. I've really had enough. You'll never see the other side of what your unkind words can do to a person. How just one word can really make a person crumble. What do you expect me to do when you say something like that. Nod and smile, pretend everythings all gleaming,flawlessly perfect? And so i try, i nod and give a strained smile. But inside, its just a crumbling screwed up mess. You don't give anyone a chance to explain and just assume everything's the worst.  

I've told myself before that you can't let a person get you down, that i shouldn't let her affect me, after all, who is she? But its easier said than done.
Maybe i'm just being to oversensitive or whatever, but sometimes i really think you've gone to far. Whoever said 'sticks and stones may break my bones but mean words will never harm me' sure has got to be kidding. Even if i'd cry my eyes out red and sore, i'm sure i still won't be able to understand you one bit.

 

                         

Sometimes,
All i ever feel like doing is to escape
out, out, out
to a realm all my own
But then would that be giving up?
Sometimes, i think I've had enough.


Kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

                                     

There's nothing like a late sunny Sunday afternoon right on the garden porch, with with a scoop of Ben & Jerry's sweet cookies and cream ice-cream. And with the laptop right next to me too! Blisss :)

After 15 years of pure torture, i finally got cable! Yay, yay, yay. As you can see, I can't contain my excitement at all. Hey, i was deprived of a Disney Channel / Nickelodeon childhood okay. With cable comes all the beautiful times i can spend with my TV. Blissss, i tell you. They have all the cooolest shows right in the daytime! Haha, this is so new to me. And its just the first day of cable! 


Time to hit the books, babyy. Hope you have a nice Sunday, well, whatever's left of it anyway.

                                                        
Sleepless nights you creep inside of me
paint your shadows on the breath that we share
You take more than just my sanity
You take my reason not to care.
No ordinary wings I’ll need the sky itself will carry me back to you
The things I dream that I can do I’ll open up the moon for you
Just come down soon


I smelt literally like Pepper Lunch just now, but now i smell like delicious citrus-y tangerines, all thanks to yummo Herbal Essences shampoo!

I love lazy Friday afternoons. I think i've forgotten how lovely they can actually be. They're my favourite day and part of the week, where the school week's finallly over. Stress-free for a little teeny while. 
I promise i'll get to my work after this. 

Well, suddenly school's been so crazy and suffocating lately. Its just that certain people make me feel a little choked right now. So, this afternoon i feel exceptionally calm after having a little fun with two crazy friends. (o: Sometimes all you need to do is have a laugh with some friends and everything disappears for a moment. It can be the best feeling in the world.

I used to think that 'Do your best and God will do the rest' worked all the time, but i'm starting to realise not everyone thinks that way. People have ridiculously high expactations, and it just makes me feel all the more suffocated. And i don't think anyone needs that, on top of all the rubbish we have on our plates already. 
I'm sticking to the 'Do your best and God will the rest' analogy, i think.

Meanwhile, i'm fighting fighting fighting the urgeeee to run out and have a biggggg spurlgeeeeeee. :/
I wanna wanna wanna. But thinking of the stinking colossal tests coming up, i'm sure i'd feel guilty. 
Oh Geee.
I'm not very good at self-control, am i? 


TTYL & TGIF!
 

You'll be my fuity popsicle on a hot summer's day;

                                          




It really amazes me, how time zooooms past all of us. Its so swift, so slippery. So hard to make something really good out of every single second given to you.

By the way, welcome to the birth of my Live Journal!

Today at Church, i felt this sudden surge of nostalgia, for everything's that happened in the past, for childhood. I used to remember in Church when i would run up to the priest to join hands every Sunday to sing the 'Our Father' with other kids.They often say childhood's the best time of your life. I believe so too, its pure bliss to be in this total world of your own. And the simplest things like a new Barbie Doll or a fruity popiscle all to your own would be enough to make me happy for the entire day. Now, things are so much different. But i survive(:  
Cathechism was cool, we tried a certain form of Meditation that was using your imagination. And everyone got different ideas and perceptions of who God really was to them. And i sent a prayer up to God's mailbox about the compeitition tommorow. Sure hope he opens it, Haha.

NBC's tommorow, of all days it has to be a Sunday. Gee.
We've worked reallllly hard for this, i think. I've done what i could with my section. And i'm really proud of them. 
So, i praypraypray that tommorow will be a good 15 minutes on stage to toally 'WOW' the judges. 
Just keep calm and breathe,breathe, breathe. Thats what i've been telling myself.